Invincible Kid

Cpskadadefredagskvällshelvete.

I was never good enough to find,
I was never bad enough to mind .



"Hold your breath and say goodbye - you never say a word
When you feel like your heart's gone wrong
When you feel like you've stayed too long... it's over
Letting go has let you down - just let me show you why
Every life is a chance to try
We can live like we both can't die

Oh in all this time
I never wanted to destroy a dream come true
And in all this time
I never wanted to destroy someone like you
I want you to stay
So give me a sign - give me your hand - I'll take you home"



"Open up the sun and burn my eyes
Open up your arms and save my life
I know I'll never go home again
I need a little more but I will take what I can get
I promise you everything... everything
Just don't forget me in the end"



"I've seen it all and I know better - I've felt the bitterness and pain
My soul keeps changing like the weather - the only constant is the rain
I've known your black and white intentions
and there's no room for shades of gray
I never asked you to conform to me - I only begged for you to stay"


"I see you, but I can't feel you anymore - so go away
I need you, but I can't need you anymore - you hesitate"



Den här kvällen har startat kriget innanför skallbenet igen.
Jag tror att min hjärna går sönder. Tillsammans med allting annat.
Jag orkar inte kämpa mer för något som bara tar all min energi.
Och jag orkar fan inte känna mer.
För nu har jag tappat bort mig själv och den jag är. Jävlaskit.
Typiskt mig. Fuck off.

Kommer vara en zombie imorgon. Jag tänker supa skallen av mig imorgon.
Hell yes.





fred.