Odd one.
I won't justify
The way I live my life
'Cause I'm the one living it,
feeling it,
tasting it
And you're just wasting your time
Trying to throw me a line
When you're the one drowning
I like where I'm at, on my back
Floating down in my own rip tide
The water is fine
I like to step on cracks
I go against the odds
You think my world is flat
Do I turn you on?
Maybe, yeah I'm wrong
But I like where I'm going
I leave when others stay
I never re-decide
I don't mind if you wait
But I don't waste my time
Crazy is just fine, 'Cause I like where I'm going.
The way I live my life
'Cause I'm the one living it,
feeling it,
tasting it
And you're just wasting your time
Trying to throw me a line
When you're the one drowning
I like where I'm at, on my back
Floating down in my own rip tide
The water is fine
I like to step on cracks
I go against the odds
You think my world is flat
Do I turn you on?
Maybe, yeah I'm wrong
But I like where I'm going
I leave when others stay
I never re-decide
I don't mind if you wait
But I don't waste my time
Crazy is just fine, 'Cause I like where I'm going.
fred&kärlek
Far yet close.
"Don't take me under your wing
I don't need a hand, don't need anything
I've got a roof over my head
as if I'd rather be alone with me instead
Close yet far
Drop me a line and tell me how the hell you are.
and I'll tip my hat to those who can't believe it's me
Though I never never never ever wanted this to be.
I can hear the sounds of the city
Sunrise and set are the same to me
A hesitating pulse is good company
and my reflection offers no apology
But who said that I wasn't right?
and I've lived for years without a life
Don't have a soul on my side
still ridiculed despite how hard that I have tried."
fred&kärlek
I don't need a hand, don't need anything
I've got a roof over my head
as if I'd rather be alone with me instead
Close yet far
Drop me a line and tell me how the hell you are.
and I'll tip my hat to those who can't believe it's me
Though I never never never ever wanted this to be.
I can hear the sounds of the city
Sunrise and set are the same to me
A hesitating pulse is good company
and my reflection offers no apology
But who said that I wasn't right?
and I've lived for years without a life
Don't have a soul on my side
still ridiculed despite how hard that I have tried."
fred&kärlek
Do you believe it in your head?
"It started out as a feeling
Which then grew into a hope
Which then turned into a quiet thought
Which then turned into a quiet word
And then that word grew louder and louder
'Til it was a battle cry"
Which then grew into a hope
Which then turned into a quiet thought
Which then turned into a quiet word
And then that word grew louder and louder
'Til it was a battle cry"
Värdecheck.
"Sometimes
I wish I was brave
I wish I was stronger
I wish I could feel no pain
I wish I was young
I wish I was shy
I wish I was honest
I wish I was you not I
'Cause
I feel so mad
I feel so angry
I feel so callused
So lost, confused, again
I feel so cheap
So used, unfaithful
Let's start over
Let's start over
Sometimes
I wish I was smart
I wish I made cures for
How people are
I wish I had power
I wish I could lead
I wish I could change the world
For you and me."
fred&kärlek
I wish I was brave
I wish I was stronger
I wish I could feel no pain
I wish I was young
I wish I was shy
I wish I was honest
I wish I was you not I
'Cause
I feel so mad
I feel so angry
I feel so callused
So lost, confused, again
I feel so cheap
So used, unfaithful
Let's start over
Let's start over
Sometimes
I wish I was smart
I wish I made cures for
How people are
I wish I had power
I wish I could lead
I wish I could change the world
For you and me."
fred&kärlek
My skies are blue.
Babe, I already miss you.
Sweetheart, I already miss you
and you only just walked out the door.
All we need is a little sunshine
to hide the storm
that's in our mind.
Idag lyssnar jag på The Kooks,
och Flamboyant Bella.
Ja men kan det bli onsdag nu elleeeeeeer?
fred&kärlek
Fuckin' perfect.
Made a wrong turn
Once or twice
Dug my way out
Blood and fire
Bad decisions
That's alright
Welcome to my silly life
Mistreated misplaced
Misunderstood
Miss knowin' it's all good
It didn't slow me down.
Mistakin'
Always second guessin'
Underestimated
Look I'm still around.
Pretty, pretty please
Don't you ever, ever feel
like you're less than fuckin' perfect.
Don't you ever, ever feel
like you're less than fuckin' perfect.
fred&kärlek
Here I am, alive at last.
The taste of ink.
fredag, tack. fredag nu, tack. fredag. nu. tack.
fred&kärlek
"Couldn't take this town much longer
Being half dead wasn't what I planned to be
Now I'm ready to be free
So here I am, it's in my hand
And I'll savor every moment of this
So here I am, alive at last
And I'll savor every moment of this
And won't you think I'm pretty
when I'm standing top the bright lit city?
And I'll take your hand and pick you up
and keep you there so you can see.
As long as you're alive and care,
I promise I will take you there.
And we'll drink and dance the night away,
we'll drink and dance the night away."
Being half dead wasn't what I planned to be
Now I'm ready to be free
So here I am, it's in my hand
And I'll savor every moment of this
So here I am, alive at last
And I'll savor every moment of this
And won't you think I'm pretty
when I'm standing top the bright lit city?
And I'll take your hand and pick you up
and keep you there so you can see.
As long as you're alive and care,
I promise I will take you there.
And we'll drink and dance the night away,
we'll drink and dance the night away."
fredag, tack. fredag nu, tack. fredag. nu. tack.
fred&kärlek
A box full of sharp objects.
Du anar inte vilken gåshud jag får.
Jävlar alltså.
It tears me up.
fred&kärlek<3
Jävlar alltså.
Share with me
'Cause I mean it right now
Let me see your insides
Or write me off
'Cause I'd rather starve now
If you won't open up
Give it to me
Give me all - whatever you want
It's never been me
to want this much from you
I can see
'Cause I mean it right now
Let me see your insides
Or write me off
'Cause I'd rather starve now
If you won't open up
Give it to me
Give me all - whatever you want
It's never been me
to want this much from you
I can see
It tears me up.
fred&kärlek<3
Noise and kisses
Mycket The Used just nu. Fucking awesome shit.
Small, simple, safe price.
Rise the wake and carry me with all of my regrets.
This is not a small cut that scabs, and dries, and flakes, and heals.
And I am not afraid to die.
I'm not afraid to bleed, and fuck, and fight.
I want the pain of payment.
What's left, but a section of pigmy size cuts.
Much like a slew of a thousand unwanted fucks.
Would you be my little cut?
Would you be my thousand fucks?
And make mark leaving space for the guilt to be liquid.
To fill, and spill over, and under my thoughts.
My sad, sorry, selfish cry out to the cutter.
I'm cutting trying to picture your black broken heart.
Love is not like anything.
Especially a fucking knife.
Rise the wake and carry me with all of my regrets.
This is not a small cut that scabs, and dries, and flakes, and heals.
And I am not afraid to die.
I'm not afraid to bleed, and fuck, and fight.
I want the pain of payment.
What's left, but a section of pigmy size cuts.
Much like a slew of a thousand unwanted fucks.
Would you be my little cut?
Would you be my thousand fucks?
And make mark leaving space for the guilt to be liquid.
To fill, and spill over, and under my thoughts.
My sad, sorry, selfish cry out to the cutter.
I'm cutting trying to picture your black broken heart.
Love is not like anything.
Especially a fucking knife.
"Look in my eyes
I'm jaded now, whatever that means
By sharing these things
I rip my heart out
It's worth my time,
whatever that means."
I'm jaded now, whatever that means
By sharing these things
I rip my heart out
It's worth my time,
whatever that means."
"Your market value, your ressurection
Your shallow concept
Help yourself, I hope you choke and you die
I know you mean it, nice fucking diguise so hollow
Embrace the burn, you bleed
Just like you puke while running a mile
Hey, are you okay?
You look pretty low, very handsome awkward
Do you feel okay?
You look pretty low, very handsome awkward"
"From the way that you acted
To the way that I felt it
It wasn't worth my time
And now it's sad cause all I missed
Wasn't that good to begin with
And now I've started you begging
Saying things that you don't mean
It isn't worth my time
A line's a dime a million times
And I'm about to see all of them
You call my name when I wake up
To see things go your way
I'm coughing up my time
Each drag's a drop of blood a grain
A minute of my life
It's all I've got just to stay down
Why the fuck am I still down
I'm hoarding all that's mine
Each time I let just one slip by
I'm wasting what is mine"
Your shallow concept
Help yourself, I hope you choke and you die
I know you mean it, nice fucking diguise so hollow
Embrace the burn, you bleed
Just like you puke while running a mile
Hey, are you okay?
You look pretty low, very handsome awkward
Do you feel okay?
You look pretty low, very handsome awkward"
"From the way that you acted
To the way that I felt it
It wasn't worth my time
And now it's sad cause all I missed
Wasn't that good to begin with
And now I've started you begging
Saying things that you don't mean
It isn't worth my time
A line's a dime a million times
And I'm about to see all of them
You call my name when I wake up
To see things go your way
I'm coughing up my time
Each drag's a drop of blood a grain
A minute of my life
It's all I've got just to stay down
Why the fuck am I still down
I'm hoarding all that's mine
Each time I let just one slip by
I'm wasting what is mine"
fred&kärlek
You known it the whole time.
Bubbelbad + Lugna Favoriter på radion = en lugn prinsessa,
med en aningen lugnare själ.
Jag blir alltid på bättre humör av riktigt smöriga och töntiga låtar om kärlek.
Ja, jag är en kvinna.
Lägg av, det är inte kul.
fred&kärlek
med en aningen lugnare själ.
Jag blir alltid på bättre humör av riktigt smöriga och töntiga låtar om kärlek.
Ja, jag är en kvinna.
"Du får inte knacka på min dörrOm du inte är beredd att komma inDu får inte göra om mitt namnoch börja kalla mig för dinOch du får inte vandra på min vägutan att visa mig ditt målOch inte stjäla av min godhetför att fylla upp ditt hål
Och du får inte riva mina murarsom jag omsorgsfullt har byggt.Om du inte skyddar mina drömmarså att jag kan somna tryggtOch du får inte ha mig som en drömnär jag vill va din verklighetOch du får inte säga att du hoppasOm du inte tror du vet
Du får inte andas på min pannaOch inte få mig falla merOm du inte sen kan stå förAll den oreda du ger"
Och du får inte riva mina murarsom jag omsorgsfullt har byggt.Om du inte skyddar mina drömmarså att jag kan somna tryggtOch du får inte ha mig som en drömnär jag vill va din verklighetOch du får inte säga att du hoppasOm du inte tror du vet
Du får inte andas på min pannaOch inte få mig falla merOm du inte sen kan stå förAll den oreda du ger"
Lägg av, det är inte kul.
fred&kärlek
'Cause it's nothing else to do.
Ppprrrtthhfhfhh. Typ så.
Jag hatar måndagar, och måndagar hatar mig.
Just den här måndagen är mest arg och irriterad.
You don't want to hurt me,
But see how deep the bullet lies.
Unaware I'm tearing you asunder.
There is thunder in our hearts, baby
Is there so much hate for the ones we love?
Tell me, we both matter, don't we?
You, (be running up that hill)
you and me. (be running up that hill)
You and me won't be unhappy.
"C'mon, baby, c'mon darling,
Let me steal this moment from you now.
C'mon, angel, c'mon, c'mon, darling,
Let's exchange the experience."
fred&kärlek
Jag hatar måndagar, och måndagar hatar mig.
Just den här måndagen är mest arg och irriterad.
You don't want to hurt me,
But see how deep the bullet lies.
Unaware I'm tearing you asunder.
There is thunder in our hearts, baby
Is there so much hate for the ones we love?
Tell me, we both matter, don't we?
You, (be running up that hill)
you and me. (be running up that hill)
You and me won't be unhappy.
"C'mon, baby, c'mon darling,
Let me steal this moment from you now.
C'mon, angel, c'mon, c'mon, darling,
Let's exchange the experience."
fred&kärlek
3OH!3
3OH!3 kväll. <3
"You're way too young to be broken.
You're way too young to fall apart.
You're way too young to play these games,
but you better start,
But you better start.
This is when it starts,
from the beating of your heart
'till the streetlamps talk to you.
Jumping off of the edge,
oversleeping your head,
everything's turning dark to you.
I went to pick up the parts,
the doctor's hiding the charts.
He won't let me see this side of you.
It's on the tip of my tongue,
you know you're way too young
to have someone lie to you."
fred&kärlek
"You're way too young to be broken.
You're way too young to fall apart.
You're way too young to play these games,
but you better start,
But you better start.
This is when it starts,
from the beating of your heart
'till the streetlamps talk to you.
Jumping off of the edge,
oversleeping your head,
everything's turning dark to you.
I went to pick up the parts,
the doctor's hiding the charts.
He won't let me see this side of you.
It's on the tip of my tongue,
you know you're way too young
to have someone lie to you."
Drink the poison lightly,
'cause there are deeper and darker things than you.
I know 'cause I've been there too.
I know it might seem frightening
to have the world fall apart right under your shoes.
Trust me,
you'll make it through.
I'm not the one, I'm not the one who wants to hurt you.
'cause there are deeper and darker things than you.
I know 'cause I've been there too.
I know it might seem frightening
to have the world fall apart right under your shoes.
Trust me,
you'll make it through.
I'm not the one, I'm not the one who wants to hurt you.
fred&kärlek
Här kommer lyckan för hundar som oss.
Jag behöver en smäll på käften för att komma i rätt balans.
Hur mycket kan man tänka sönder en tanke?
Hur många olika vinklar kan man se det ur egentligen?
Men det är Håkan Hellström som gäller idag va.
"Jag kastar sten mot solen, för jag hatar den.
Jag sätter knivar i fotografin.
Jag går på samma gator tills de vänder.
Den här stunden e i resten av mitt liv.
Och jag behöver en smäll på käften för att komma i rätt balans.
Jag kan se mitt namn i tidningsbokstäver,
men jag kan inte tro att jag fortfarande lever.
En hund som mig."
fred&kärlek
Hur mycket kan man tänka sönder en tanke?
Hur många olika vinklar kan man se det ur egentligen?
Men det är Håkan Hellström som gäller idag va.
"Jag kastar sten mot solen, för jag hatar den.
Jag sätter knivar i fotografin.
Jag går på samma gator tills de vänder.
Den här stunden e i resten av mitt liv.
Och jag behöver en smäll på käften för att komma i rätt balans.
Jag kan se mitt namn i tidningsbokstäver,
men jag kan inte tro att jag fortfarande lever.
En hund som mig."
Om du vill ha mig,
nu kan du få mig så lätt.
nu kan du få mig så lätt.
fred&kärlek
Double Vision
Jag har gått för långt, kan inte sluta gå
Hjärtat sitter utanpå, slår inte som det brukar slå
I ett ensamt rum, en sekund blir tusen år
För ljus att nå. Så djupa sår
Sjunker lite lägre för varenda gång jag vänder om
Men jag vänder om, än en gång
Orden fastnar halvvägs, jag vet inte hur jag bär mig åt
Samma gamla visa, men vet inte vad det är för låt
Allting börjar om. Jag kan börja om
Jag behöver hela mig, så jag kan ge dig hela mig
När allting börjar om
Jag har gått så långt, nästan blivit van
Historien upprepar sig och slutar alltid likadant
Sidan som går vidare har någon redan rivit av
Så jag griper tag i vita blad
Om inte jag var feg, om inte du var den som hade rätt
Hade väl du aldrig kunnat genomskåda allt som skett
Samma gamla visa, men vet inte vad det är för låt
Förlåt att jag aldrig någonsin sagt förlåt
fred&kärlek
I'm not the one.
Typ dagens.
When my patience wearing thin
When I'm ready to give in
Will you pick me up again?
Then I guess you can hang with me.
And if you do me right
I'm gonna do right by you
And if you keep it tight
I'm gonna confide in you
I know what's on your mind
There will be time for that too
If you hang with me
Just don't fall recklessly, headlessly in love with me
Cause it's gonna be all heartbreak
Blissfully painful and insanity
If we agree
Oh, you can hang with me.
fred&kärlek
The truth never set me free.
Jag antar att man kan kalla det dagens.
I settled down
a twisted up frown
Disguised as a smile, well
You would've never known.
I had it all
But not what I wanted
'Cause hope for me was a place uncharted
And overgrown.
You'd make your way in
I resisted you just like this.
You can't tell me to feel!
The truth never set me free
So I did it myself.
You can't be too careful anymore
When all that was waiting for you
won't come any closer.
You've got to reach out a little more.
You looked like I did
You resist me just like this
You can't tell me to heal!
And, it hurts remembering
how it felt to shut down.
Söndertänkt & kall.
Just ikväll i alla fall.
a twisted up frown
Disguised as a smile, well
You would've never known.
I had it all
But not what I wanted
'Cause hope for me was a place uncharted
And overgrown.
You'd make your way in
I resisted you just like this.
You can't tell me to feel!
The truth never set me free
So I did it myself.
You can't be too careful anymore
When all that was waiting for you
won't come any closer.
You've got to reach out a little more.
You looked like I did
You resist me just like this
You can't tell me to heal!
And, it hurts remembering
how it felt to shut down.
Söndertänkt & kall.
Just ikväll i alla fall.
Ibland gör man rätt, ibland gör man fel.
2006 när framtiden var allt vi hade och vi trodde på den.
Vad hände sen? Vad hände sen?
Det flyter ihop till ett enda stort psykadeliskt mönster
typ LSD
Även fast jag blundar kan jag inte sluta se.
Vad hände sen? Vad hände sen?
Det flyter ihop till ett enda stort psykadeliskt mönster
typ LSD
Även fast jag blundar kan jag inte sluta se.
Miracles
I've seen it all and i know better - i've felt the bitterness and pain.
My soul keeps changing like the weather - the only constant is the rain.
I've known your black and white intentions
and there's no room
for shades of gray.
I've never asked you to conform to me
i only begged for you to stay.
My soul keeps changing like the weather - the only constant is the rain.
I've known your black and white intentions
and there's no room
for shades of gray.
I've never asked you to conform to me
i only begged for you to stay.
Markusevangeliet
"Ett rationellt beslut nån gång innan jul
Jag förstod att nåt ändrats, ingen mer dramatik
Det var vuxet behärskat långsamt sansat och tråkigt och trist
Det är så tråkigt och trist utan dig"
"Rocken spelar ingen roll längre
Vad ska jag ta mig till baby?"
"Jag ser tillbaks på mörka moln
Som heter ånger sorg och skam
Dom kanske krossar mig en dag
Men till dess var det jag som vann"
Jo, det är ett gammalt inlägg som jag har lagt upp igen. För att.. ja. För att jag vill helt enkelt.
Note To Self
Bang bang, guns go bang!
